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Wednesday, January 31, 2007, 5:38 PM

same thinqs today ): .
1st went tuu pa camp .
den we went tuu the beach . hiqh tide .
zz tio sabo by qerald . nnd qorts into the water .
dench went raftinq . luckily .
we dont have tuu make the rafts .
the bois did it .
(: had lunch after shower .
fer some reasons . everyone sian sian durs .
went tuu spider web aqn .
wilfred`s pants split open when he was playinq flyinq fox .
poor wilfred . sho xia suays ~
moodswinqs came by aqn .
sho sat on the beach alone . thouqht bout many thinqs .
nnd felt rele sick . ):
zzz . ie did sth stupid aqn .
went tuu write his name all over the beach . lols .
feel like slpinq now . ><

* - yi duan wanq bu diao de menq % -
26 more days tuu sihui`s bdae (:
170 more days tuu his bdae (:

Tuesday, January 30, 2007, 5:58 PM

sobs . sho many mosquito bite . si wenzi !
new trainer today . name dave .
he look sho much like mr bean . (:
dench went tuu pa camp .
as usual . qorts naqqed by james .
dench the activities startedd .
at bout 2+ bahs . we went tuu the swamp .
sihhui keep kaobehhinq . shae don whan qo in .
today kept on scoldinq lei bin ferh actinq cute .
just cos qerald is much more cuter than him .
went tuu the beach aqn .
poor qerald qorts threw into the water .
den other ppl qot the same fate too . INCLUDING WILFRED YAP ~
on the way backs . eunice was slpinq on the bus .
her face ... ahhems .
jasmine went tuu take a pic of her . evil rites .

* - it will never fade , im sorry % - 27 more days tuu sihui`s bdae (: 171 more days tuu his bdae . (:

Monday, January 29, 2007, 5:10 PM

dont ask mi why ie haven been bloqqinq lately !
for qoodness sake . im norts at home ferh 1 week .
sho today went tuu pa camp . some replacement ferh obs .
MY GRP NAME IS COR : KINGKONG
MY GRP LEADER : JASMINE POH XUE TING . the sexy butt .
den played on the beach . sho many dead fish .
den the dead fish become our decors ferh the sand castle .
sho we wrote our names on the sand .
nnd some other ppls name .
in the end someone destroyed our chio chio sand castle .
nnd we don feel like playing luhs .
anw headed back tuu sku . den took cab bak home .
and below the thinqs . quite alorts in * hanyupinqyinq *
shorwees shorwees . (:

&&

he still havent got out of my mind .
the worst case was . the feelinq qot stronqer , deeper .
it wasnt his fault . neither was it mine .
im just foloinq my hart .

den , when ie reflect about thinqs happened dis week .
ie dare norts tok tuu him .
ie wasnt avoidinq him .
bud when ie wanted tuu tok tuu him or whad .
the fear just came throuqh mi .
whard he said darts day , those tears , those slpless nites .
it hurts .

wrote his name on the beach just now .
many thinqs ran throuqh my mind .
the conclusion was still . he dont care .
den , ie have tuu hold back my tears aqn .
ie noe . im stupid .
waitinq ferh somethinq darts wud nvr happen .

ie felt sho useless .
dere is sho much thinqs ie whana tell hhim .
bud ie can only write it down on a piece of paper everyday .
im just pathetic fool .

ie tried tuu qive up .
den aqn . its easier said than done .
sho whards the point of tryinq .
how much tears has been shed .
its too late tuu qive up now .
its norts ferh the tears , the pain .
bud just the desire of him beinq mine .

ie once said darts . it doesnt hurt .
bud if the same question . was tuu b asked aqn .
wud ie think otherwise .
love canorts b forced .
likewise . feelinqs canorts fade by forcinq it .
waitinq , nnd im still waitinq .

chong lai mei xiang zhe yang ai quo yi ke ren .
jiu suan mei ji hui he ta zai yi qi .
wo ye wu shuo wei .
zai deng dai zhe de wo .
jiu suan yonq yuan dou bu hui you jie guo .
wo hai shi hui yi zhi zhe yang ai zhe ta .

* - its plain tuu see - ielovehim % -

Tuesday, January 23, 2007, 6:49 PM

ie donch noes how tuu qive ups . im sry
donch noes whard tuu do .
bud ie will try . just take it as .
its the last time im doing something for ue .

buddhens . ie still donch understand .
did ie did anythinq darts cause ue tuu b afriad of mi .
haish . ): mayb sho bahhs .
ie wont care luhs . just hope .
ie wunt b sho pain animore . nnd b happy (: .

* im sorry - % *

Sunday, January 21, 2007, 9:42 AM

weeeeeees . he is happy aqn . hope sho bahs . BLEHS .

* im norts hopinq fer anithinq (: - % *

Friday, January 19, 2007, 4:19 PM

ie osho nvr shae ie whan anithinq from ue .
just whan ue tuu b happy niah . zz .
ue ask mi norts tuu wait .
sho it looks like im waitinq ? >.<
yarpyarps . ie lyke ue ferh mnths .
bud norts waitinq lahs . aiyorhhs .
lols . somemore ue shae ue norts worth it .
ie tell ue . ue worth it de . (:

sho whard if ue rele norts worth it .
ie donch care lorhs . BLEHS .
baichi ryan . my heart wun chanqe dur lahs .
sho donch nid waste ure breath luhs . x:
even if ue wont like mi . ie osho wont sad de . xD
only if ue sad dench ie will sad . (:
kekekes . x:

* his smile is everythinq tuu mi - % #

Thursday, January 18, 2007, 8:45 PM

life is just so unfair . ):
ie cried aqn . after readinq hhis latest post .
haish . stupid life . stop torturinq him pls . ):
hhe donch owe ue anithinq lahs .
why ue keep buwee him .

donch ask thinqs like . ue worth it or norts .
ie donch care nahs .
if there is certain price tuu pay tuu make ue happy .
ie wont hesitate .
if ie can .
ie will replace his pain nnd tears widd mine .
im missinq him . nnd im cryinq too .

ie love him . bud darts doesnt mean ie nidd his love baks .
bud it seems lyke . there is nothinq ie can do .
tuu prevent his heart from breakinq .
ue shae ue are a useless asshole .
ie sud b the one useless bahs .
ie only noe how tuu shae ie love ue .
bud donch noes how tuu help ue .
pls b happy boi . ):

* if im only left with 1 last wish % -
# ie whan tuu shee his smile again . *

Tuesday, January 16, 2007, 2:52 PM

ie just whans him tuu b happy . (:
now he is smiling . im happy too .

Saturday, January 13, 2007, 10:29 PM

): . he is no1 tuu mi .
yet im missinq him like mad . zz .
even if ie miss him until the day ie die .
he osho wont care de mahs .
dench keep dao wo . ):
im norts a stranger lahs . donch dao wo .
if im a stranger dench delete wo bahs . ):

* ie love him . ): % -

, 1:40 PM

sobsob . whye must ie love him sho much . ):
now he is sho sho sho sad .
ie osho sho sho sho sad . ):
keep thinking bout him . scred he will do silly thinqs . ):
ie whan tuu cheer him up . bud he keep dao wo .
sobsob . whard can ie do . T.T

* ie will cry tgt widd him . % *

Friday, January 12, 2007, 7:24 PM

yipees ! ie donch nidd qo obs luhs . (:
sobs . keep rainninq . sho cold .
todae morninq . qorts the obs briefinq .
ddench triple L was catchinq qers hhair .
lonq frinqe ; over collar . all mati .
henqq ahs . ie qorts brinqq clips widd mi . x:
dench physics lesson . went tuu lab .
the aparatus . all old old 1 .
dench maths . & chinese . dench sku ended . (:
sku dismissal tyme was 12 ferh mye class .
nidd wait until 12.30 dench qate open . ):
went tuu k-box widd mummy . nnd hher fwens .
dench pass a cash tuu asshole . lols .
day ended sho fast siahs . (:

; why did ie fall in love widd a dumbass .
; deres nth special bout him .
; bud ie still love him sho much .
; mayb im the dumbass .
; bud he ish attached anw . kekes .
; as lonq as he is happy . im happy too . (:

* von whans him tuu smile aqn . ): *

Thursday, January 11, 2007, 10:02 PM

ie need a bottle with a genie in it .
heres mye wishlist :

whans him tuu b happy ; but it seems sho hard .
tuu lend him a listeninq ear ; he nvr tells mi .
norts tuu shee his frown ; ie carn take it away .
tuu comfort him ; theres no chance ferh mi .
tuu qive him whatever he nids ; can ie ?
tuu hold his hand ; ie carn reach dem .
tuu wipe off his tears ; bud im crying too .

if ue are cryinq . ie will b cryinq much more .
if ure hart is broken . mine is shatterinq too .
if ue are sad . my smile would b wiped off .

if he needs someone . ie will b there .
den ie tell myself . does it matters ?
the fact is . im norts giving in anything .
ie just hope ferh dis n darts .
bud ie carn do anything ferh him .
im just standinq here . from a far distance .
just lookinq at him . n nth esle .

now he is sad . n ie made him angry .
instead of comfortinq . im being sacarstic .
n ie finally realise that .
emotionally . ie carn b of any help tuu him .
im nth tuu him .

n the only thinq ie noe is .
ie love him . how dumb can ie be .

* its rainninq ferh the sake of her tears % and her feelinqs just nvr fades .

Wednesday, January 10, 2007, 3:32 PM

todae darn toopid narhs .
qorts whard morninq readinq .
dench ie ferqet brinq mye book . x:
buddhens . fwen tore the readers diqest nnd lend wo .
the other half . sho nvr qorts cauqht norhs .
nnd . todae sth happen in sku .
james . mye classmate lahs . when we baks from history lesson .
he havinq qeoq lahs . dench he stay in class .
dench donoe whard onq hien kiat did tuu hyme .
hhe sho fcukedd up . nnd keep veh dulans .
dench fiqht widd mye chem teacher . usinq pen knife . =.=
budd . mye chem cher . thoh ish charbor .
vehh hionq . she jitao sntch sntch .
dench james qo kick n punch hher . poor cher ):
nnd mye class bois useless 1 lahs . nvr hlp her .
anw . james ish cb okaehs . nnd still qo throw .
water bottle at mi . lucky nvr hit mye head . aborhs hhe mati .
after hhe fot widd cher . he went out the class .
dench eileen went hiqh . cos she ish sho happy .
she shae . hhe ish scary . whard tuu do nerhs .
hhe ish siao siao dur mahs . blehs .
nnd abi went mad aqn . shhe just keep jon`in . x:
after darts was maths . nnd yuan tinq nvr do hmwk aqn lahs !
sho irritatinq lorhs . ask hher do at hhome donch whan .
dench come tuu sku keep copy ppl`s work . crap !
uhhs . dench todae learn whard . fractional blahblahs .
ferqet liaos . ie onli noe . the index ish fraction . x:
dench qorts enqlish . nidd tuu do compo .
in qrps . buddhens . whole lesson .
mye qrp just keep lauqhinq nnd lauqhinq . lols .
LCE ish sho darn borinq . ask us tuu write sth under dis boxes .
#1. Public Area . #2 . Blind Area .
#3 . Hidden Area . #4 . Unknown Area .
zz . mye sku`s activities . bunch ob craps lahs .
after darts went tuu hall . nnd listen tuu obs briefinq . ):
ie donch whan qo narhs T.T ! buddhens .
if nvr qo . unless valid reason . aborhs orsho must qo tuu sku .
which ish sho darn lame . qo sku do whard .
shae ish sth even more touqher than obs .
sho thhe sku tellinq us . obs ish touqh . nnd we are payinq ferh it .
nnd qorts 1 asshole name ryan . ask ppl ask mi cor hhyme .
nvr pick up . assholeee . rahhhs !

* its norts whard ie whan . its whard ie hope ferh . (: %

Tuesday, January 09, 2007, 9:52 PM

hhui
sobsobs . tmr we all dismiss tgt rites .
or whard narhs . ie donoe .
maybe tmr carn pei ue after sku . cos beh tired . ):
nnd rmb tuu bring the ` IEC form .
aborhs ms anq tmr kaobeis ppl aqn . x:
dench todae . ue darn heng lah horhs .
leave sku liao dench started rainninq heavily .
nnd horhs ! todae the physics . ie buanq . T.T
ji tao donoe how tuu do . beh malu ):
tmr erlier qo sku ! (:

ahhyi
ahhyi . shorwee wohs . still habens qo find nuer . xDD
tmr ie qo findd her bahs . kekes !
dench fridae . mayb carn qo findd ue nehs .
shorwee shorwee . miss ue loadds . <33

kevin
si erzi . ure bio textbook darn heavy lahs .
hmmpfts . mye books orsho norts sho heavy lorhs .
shee lehs . 1 phy textbk 1 phy workbk vs ure 1 bio textbk ! ):
dench donch use mye textbk as umbrella lahs !
lucky inside nvr wet . if norts ie whack ue .
nnd . donch qo around the sku corridors .
shouting ivan mye laoqonq lahs . zzz .
mi nnd hhim no quan xi horhs .

ryan
ehhs . norts asshole dench dumbass lorhs . x:
oyahs . ure ppcs . 20k cash .
ie send ue toqa . ribbon & blush ahs . (:
donch worry lahs . veh chio de . lols
canorts wear the bandaqe strip .
cos before ue wear . ie whan shee .
ure real face orsho qorts ! lalalalahs

, 3:03 PM

hmms . come update mye bloq luhs .
hurhurs . 1st tyme bloq after sku reopen .
sec 3 liaos . dench sku work still blur blur .
the chers orsho norts fun liaos .
buddhens darh most sad thinq ish .
mi nnd hhui diff class liao lahs !
dench everydae after sku . must wait ferh ea other .
budd mostly ish she wait ferh mi lahs . xx;
new class . new people . nnd they arnt cool . ):
all sho stupid 1 lorhs . norts like last tyme mye class .
sho fun dur . now lehs . all onli noe study study . sobs
dench si lee kim tai or whardever hhis name lahs .
catch wo de frinqe . ): crap lehs him
hhui & mel sit bside wo . nbr catch dem catch wo . T.T
dench today pin up the hair . like siao char bor ` =.=
sobsob . nnd horh . why everyday qorts hmwk dur .
especiali maths . buddhens henq .
ie still understand whard darh cher teachinq .
if norts . dis year orsho whole year blurblur .
nnd . dis year de class . thhose ppl .
sho irritatinq dur . keep askinq dis & darts . zz .
oyahs ! jeremy de face qorts 1 plaster . ahahahas !
shae ish derrick or whu qo scratch hhis face or whard .
dench hhe ish qhey okaehs . take f&n .
imaqine hhim wearinq apron nnd cookinq . =.=
nnd HHUI . remind mi look ferh aimei nuer .
nidd tell hher dis fridae qo marine parade .
fetch ahhyi & mama . (: