we broke up .

this day will come sooner or later ,
it's just a matter of time .

he say ,
im being cold to him recently ,
and to him ,
friends are much more impt to me .
Since what your friends say ,
can manipulate your thoughts ,
I've got nothing to say anymore .

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
Would you be there for me
Would you stand by me
Would you say that you'll always be there to kiss my pain away
Would you be there to save my soul tonight

dreams ,
wake up ,
dumb von .

YYYYY

It can happen to ,
anyone of us ,
anyone you think of ,
anyone can fall ,
anyone can hurt someone they love ,
hearts will break ,
cos I made a stupid mistake .

My 90th post .

Here comes june hols ,
never did i expect ,
sth bad would happen ,
at the beginning of the hols .

My uncle passed away last friday ,
in South Arabia ,
he was working there ,
don't know what actually happened ,
but he's gone ,
that's a fact .

went back to school for maths lesson today ,
woke up at 7+ ,
cabbed to school ,
met some of the people in canteen ,
then went up to class .

after lessons ,
chat with girl awhile ,
then she cab to xing's house ,
and i cabbed home .

chiong finish bleach from the start again ,
im insane , im mad . (:

YYYYY

Cherish the people around you ,
before it's too late ,
but what if ,
you weren't given a chance to do it .

I miss my blog so much !

Nothing much happen ,
sports carnival coming this thursday ,
having it in school ,
sad :/

today ,
we had music fiesta ,
top 10 sang ,
Mr Yeo sang ,
and he wore the green hairband ,
together with the Malcomies ,
so cute !
chun played the drum so well ,
even better than tee yong can ? x:

Oya , almost forgot about it .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE BIGGEST BITCH OF ALL TIME ,
JASMINE POH XUE TING . (:

nth much to say ,
off , BYES ! (:

YYYYY

maybe ? loves <3 P:

omg ,
i just love this song so much . x33 !
this version from Melinda Doolittle ,
brilliant voice . (:

As long as he needs me,
Oh yes, he does need me.
In spite of what you see,
I'm sure that he needs me.

Who else would love him still,
When they've been used so ill?
He knows I always will,
As long as he needs me.

I miss him so much,
When he is gone.
But when he's near me,
I don't let on.

The way I feel inside,
The love I have to hide,
The hell, I've got my pride,
As long as he needs me.

He doesn't say the things he should.
He acts the way he thinks he should.
But all the same,
I'll play this game his way.

As long as he needs me,
I know where I must be.
I'll cling on steadfastly,
As long as he needs me.

As long as life is long,
I'll love him, right or wrong.
And somehow I'll be strong,
As long as he needs me.

If you are lonely,
Then you will know -
When someone needs you,
You'll love them so.

I won't betray his trust,
Thought people say I must.
I've got to stay true, just
As long as he needs me.

(:

the song lyrics x:
don't try singing the song ,
you will twist your tongue . lols !


aimai 3cm ( around 3 cm )
sore PUNI ite koto kai ? ( looks peachy , doesn't it ? )
chou !
na kyuunbunka seifuku ( Old-fashioned uniform ! )
na furitte koto nai ? ( Turn-off ; ain't it ? )
BOON
ganbacchau ? ( just work it ? )
yacchacchau ? ( And do it ? )
son takkya KYACCHI ANDO RIRI-SU yo ( Don't forget to catch and release yo ! )
I SAY ! WHOO ! I SAY ! WHOO !
no tanima ni ( And throw in a )
DARLING ! DARLING ! PLEASE !

nan kataru ( Time for talking ! )
nanka deru ( Something's coming ! )
aishiteru ( I love you so ! )
are ( Oops ! )
ikko ga chigatterun run ( I screwed one upsie-up ! )
nayaminbo ( a nail-biter ! )
koutetsubo ( A steel beater ! )
oishinbo ( gourmet eater ! )
iigoken ni shinasai ( Cut that out already ! )

tondetta aitsu mo moteru ka na ( Is the new girl popular or what ? )
datte iwayuru futsuu no onna no ko ( Since I'd call her a normal girl ! )
odoroita ( Wowzers ! )
atashi dake ( only for me ? )
tonkotsu ( Pork chops ! )
harigane ( Firm noodles ! )
okawari ( Fill'er up again ! )
DA-DA-DA-DA-DA !

BON ! BON !
ouendan ( Cheerleaders ! )
LET'S GET CHERRY PIE !
RAN ! RAN !
kangeikai ( Welcome party ! )
YOU'VE GOT A SENSATION !
HIGH !
sonzaikai ( Leavin' an impression )
tenten shouwakusei ( Scattering Asteroids )
butsukatte ( Crash ! )
tokemashita ( and burned ! )
bouzen ( Shockers ! )
ooi ni utatte ( break into song ! )
SING AND DANCE !

motteike ( Take it ! )
saigo ni waracchau no wa atashi no hazu ( I'll still be laughing in the end ! )
SE-RA- fuku dakara desu ( 'Cause it's a sailor uniform )
ketsuron ( Q.E.D. ! )
getsuyoubi na no ni kigen warui no ( It's only monday and Im already blue. )
dou suru yo ? ( What to do ? )
natsufuku ga ii no desu ( I'd rather wear my summer clothes. )
kawaii ( So cute ! )
seifuku in 3 PI-SU ( 3-piece uniform ! )
sorya mattete chuucho da ( That's a toughie to pick ! )
YAN !
ganbatte ( Just work it ! )
YEAH !
hankitte ( To the limit ! )
YEAH !
MY DARLING ! DARLING ! PLEASE !

funny lyrics x:

HOMEHOME (:

went out ard 1+ ,
went to ps find darl & aka mom .
they were so so late .

after they reached ,
pei-ed aka mom ,
go shop shop ,
cos she wearing school uniform ,
can't go in bunk . :/

shop for like 2 hrs+ ,
she finally found sth ,
that suits her in all way ,
she went to toilet to change ,
and we headed to bunk .

shiqi darl !
ai si ni le ,
help me do license . LOL x:
then both of us ,
help babylove do ,
wtf ,
we left 1 perf for like 2-3 rnds ,
then ask melt do ,
he also fail ,
all dulans x:

hoho .
me & shiqi darl got married ,
lol , both of us so ps . :/
girl & girl marry ,
then we keep saying we are not les ,
bleaahs .

then met jh , peng , xiuyuan , guan & wc .
poor peng ,
still wearing house t-shirt .
then wear jacket ,
so funny .

then me , darl & mom hungry liao ,
so went to yoshinoya ,
mom say too hungry ,
don't feel like eating ,
so very true ,
I didn't manage to finish my beef bowl .

went to amk hub find mummy ,
& aunty jo ,
stared at them through out their dinner ,
then went to aunty jo's sister's shop .

and im home now .

changed my blog song ,
cute ,
but short though .
next time then put up the lyrics . (:
sleeping ,

oyasumiaoooooo (:

early in the morning ,
say ,
can don't go out ?

wtf ,
say let me go out ,
in the end ,
say want follow me .

hell ,
got which sec 3 girl ,
go out with friends still bring mother along .

fcuking fed up ,
should be a happy day ,
then now she destroy it .

ask this ask that ,
ask what ,
what if my friends never go ,
ask stupid questions .

aiya ,
don't let me go just say ,
don't need do this and that ,
dulan .

so cold =/

woke up at ard 7+ ,
hop all over the place ,
cos it's so darn cold .
then i went to blast the air-con to max somemore . ):

went to school for oral ,
sneeze & sneeze & sneeze ,
then I kept on kpkb that im so cold ,
then agnes & all thought im mad ,
they were sweating like hell ,
and here i am sneezing .

after oral ,
bought hotcakes ,
and came home ,
used my hotcake ,
to help some idiot make his name .

coldcoldcold :/

YYYYY

I love him , for the sake of loving him . (:

MYE's over !
so so so happy (:

sunday was really damn fun . x:
me & my cousins ,
we had anime marathon , lols .
we watched like 4-5 complete animes in 24 hrs .
and yeaps , we did not sleep . (:

monday ,
maths & phy paper .

ytd ,
english paper .
idiot OCC ,
came into our class and kpkb .

today ,
f&n paper .
there was a commotion in class ,
during the exam ,
so funny .

mummy bought yakitori bento for me ,
&& PPC . x:

maybe like what mel say ,
we are all having may sickness . (:


YYYYY

love like i'd never love before .

Maybe wouldn't be able to post later ,
so faster post now . x:

1 more day !
think staying overnight in gram's house tonight .
aunty came back from Las Vegas ,
sooooo sad ,
she didn't buy any chocolates for me . ):

Then i asked her ,
you go there for what ,
she say ,
she went there to gamble . LOL
then i was laughing at her . x:

Time really do fly ,
she went there 2 weeks ago ,
and now she's back ,
reminding me that ,
2 weeks had just past .

and as far as i remember ,
today's the 5th of May ,
happy 1 month hubby . (:

----------------------------

sihui ;

stupid girl ,
what happen to you ,
your family did sth bad to you ?
or what .
just tell me okays ,
if not i won't feel right .
im here for you always . (:

YYYYY
cry on my shoulder ,
what does that mean ,
enlighten me please .

Happy , am i ?
I am !

audi with shiqi darl ytd ,
1 more kiss x:
and we can get married ,
hoho .

then finally ,
my 1m ,
but sad ,
3 person got 1m in the room ,
it's like madness .
3 of us just got perfs like running water .
puffy , me & another guy .

then darl & ahneh was so devastated ,
cos both them didn't manage to get 1m .
darl don't worry ,
you've got me . lol !

then npc ,
we lost like 5 games in a row ?
& everyone went mad ,
ahp said i've got guts ,
try jacky .
stupid ahp ,
i drained jacky long ago alright ! x:

then today ,
SS paper ,
wtf ,
the source based source & question ,
was the one that Mrs Cheong gave us
at the beginning of the year ,
omg , Mrs Cheong I love you x:

And because of that ,
the paper was chicken feet .

Yesss ,
Gram's party coming in two days time ,
Im so so excited .

YYYYY

la la la la , la la la la
elmo's world .
i love assholes x:

It doesn't pay to be good ,
it's just so fcuking true .

I helped you with everything ,
gave you everything you want ,
yet I've got nth in return .

I just want a simple answer ,
and you refuse to tell me ,
it's just so unfair .

And when you know things are getting worse ,
you will try to make things right ,
forget it ,
it's not gna work anymore this time ,
im tired .

You say you will return people's kindness ,
so wtf ,
you mean i mistreated you ?

I'm not going to entertain these crappy things anymore ,
look for other people when you are down ,
when you need help ,
im no longer available .

Stop provoking me ,
enough is enough ,
and bear this in mind ,
if you don't mean it when you say sorry ,
you can might as well just don't say it .

then you will give me your sacarstic remarks ,
since it's like that ,
I might as well be gone ,
disappear from your sight forever ,
that would be better I guess .

Fuck this world .
Goodbye .

Haven't been talking to hubby for days ,
and i mean it , days .

We are drifting apart ,
I can't deny this fact ,
he had probably lost faith in me ,
I can't blame him too .

I totally neglected him ,
but was just fooling ard with other people ,
didn't consider & care about his feelings ,
im sorry .

And yea ,
sorry again ,
we always end up with this word ,
maybe that's what happen ,
when couples do not communicate well .

Im a big meanie ,
clinging on to an unforgettable love ,
yet holding on to another relationship ,
fcuked up with myself .

This feeling is getting
more & more
unbearable ,
and I don't know how to let go .

Everytime ,
I try to tell myself ,
not to think too much about it ,
you can run ,
but you can't hide ,
I have to face up to reality anyway .

What am i suppose to do ,
Im so pissed off ,
& angry with myself ,
Im just an useless ass ,
damn von .

SOOOBS .

English Paper was like so-so ytd ,
History Paper ,
my poor hand ):

after school ,
cabbed home ,
daddy & mummy say ,
they going to cruise ,
so sent me to gram's house ,
and I missed my Shana . ):

Then today ,
morning woke up at 10+ ,
audi awhile ,
about 2+ went to cp with jean ,
lol ! she treated me swensens .
had fish baked rice .
I love the cheese ~

Then cabbed home ,
now blogging ,
im so tired ):

& shiqi darl ,
don't forget x:
go bunk & get married . (:

YYYYY

i need a crying shoulder ,
but i couldn't even catch a glimpse of you ,
what more about having you by my side .