Exams tmr ,
I think ,
I may not be able to sleep later .

First Paper ,
English Paper I ,
okays ,
you can't prepare it anyways ,
and since when have I feared compos ._.

Second Paper ,
History ,
right ,
to be honest ,
im scared . =/

im afraid i would just
forget any crucial terms ,
about Versailles Treaty ,
about Stalin's policy .
urghs , whats got into me .

Then ,
Im so damn into Harry Potter ,
that I can't leave the book for even a second .
Funny huh ? ><

Lastly , Good Luck to all who are having their exams ,
minna ganbate (:

YYYYY

I never thought that I could ever love a man so much ,
no other man would ever make me feel so right .

My classmate told me this ,

The criteria for a student to get in ,
to the examination room .

Girls :
no long hair , above the collar (cut or tied up)
no long fringe , above the eyebrows (cut or clipped)
no coloured hair
no long finger nails
no folding of skirts
no ankle socks
Shirt must be tucked in

Boys :
no long hair , above the collar (obviously -.-)
no long fringe , above the eyebrows
no coloured hair
no long finger nails
no ankle socks
all sideburns must be above the ear
Shirt must be tucked in

im so so so lucky ,
other than the finger nails & coloured hair ,
I bingo-ed all the NOs . ):

Hair over collar yet not tied up
Fringe over eyebrows yet not clipped up
Folding of skirts - yes .
Ankle socks - yes , and I wear them everyday . ):
Shirt tucked out - most of the time .

I wna see how the boys gna look like tmr .
pong say he's cutting his fringe ,
poor boy .
& jh ,
needa do an extreme makeover ,
to his lion hair . x:

woke up ard 8 today ,
pretty early .

Only realised daddy send mummy to work ,
went he called ,
clumsy daughter . x:

Daddy bought lunch for me ,
guess what ?
it's cheese frieeees ,
a box of cheese fries a day ,
keeps my bad mood away . (:

After meal ,
I was searching high & low for my book .
Harry Potter // Half Blood Prince .
I thought i lost it ,
scare me ):

Then ,
ard 1 ,
Daddy went out to fetch mummy from work ,
Home alone .

Read the book for the second time ,
and I was totally into the book again .
Can't blame me ,
fascinating story ,
otherwise it woudn't be so popular .

Daddy & mummy ,
reach home at 5+ ,
came home along with
some jap food in their hands .

After eating ,
Im into my book again .
and yeaa ,
call me a bookworm if you wish ,
it's not like I read everyday . (:

Nth to do ,
so came to blog .
end here ,
Miss me . (:

YYYYY

从前从前有个人爱你很久
I love you .

Hey, hey, you, you
I don't like your girlfriend
No way, no way
I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you
I could be your girlfriend

Hey, hey, you, you
I know that you like me
No way, no way
No, it's not a secret
Hey, hey, you, you
I want to be your girlfriend

You're so fine
I want you mine you're so delicious
I think about you all the time you're so addictive
Don't you know what I can do to make you feel alright (Alright...)

Don't pretend I think you know I'm damn precious
And hell yeah, I'm the mother fucking princess
I can tell you like me too and you know I'm right (I'm right...)

She's like so whatever
You could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that's what everyone's talking about

Hey, hey, you, you
I don't like your girlfriend
No way, no way
I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you
I could be your girlfriend

Hey, hey, you, you
I know that you like me
No way, no way
No, it's not a secret
Hey, hey, you, you
I want to be your girlfriend

I can see the way, I see the way you look at me
And even when you look away I know you think of me
I know you talk about me all the time again and again (Again and again...)

So come over here and tell me what I wanna hear
Better, yet, make your girlfriend disappear
I don't wanna hear you say her name ever again (And again...)

Because ...

She's like so whatever
And you could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that's what everyone's talking about

Hey, hey, you, you
I don't like your girlfriend
No way, no way
I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you
I could be your girlfriend

Hey, hey, you, you
I know that you like me
No way, no way
No, it's not a secret
Hey, hey, you, you
I want to be your girlfriend

(Uh)
In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger
'Cause I can, 'cause I can do it better
There's no other, so when's it gonna sink in
She's so stupid, what the hell were you thinking?

(Uh)
In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger
'Cause I can, 'cause I can do it better
There's no other, so when's it gonna sink inShe's so stupid,
what the hell were you thinking?

Hey, hey, you, you (Hey)
I don't like your girlfriend
(Yes)No way, no way (No way)
I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you (Hey)
I could be your girlfriend

(Hey hey!)
Hey, hey, you, you
I don't like your girlfriend (No way!)
No way, no way
I think you need a new one (Hey!)
Hey, hey, you, you
I could be your girlfriend (No way, no way)

(Hey hey!)
Hey, hey, you, you
I know that you like me (Now way!)
No way, no wayNo, it's not a secret (Hey!)
Hey, hey, you, you (No way)
I want to be your girlfriend (No way, now way)

Hey, hey!

laobu ! our motherfucking song x:

2 post together ,
so bear with me (:

27th April

My 12.30 day !
so happy .

The school revealed the top 10 finalist ,
not bad ,
when they sing ,
some of them really gave me goosebumps .

First lesson phy ,
went through the past year paper .

Next Maths ,
don't know what happen ,
James was banging his head on the desk again ,
so Mr Chew brought him out for counselling .

Recess ,
found out girl was not in school ,
STUPID GIRL ! must take cares ,
didn't manage to eat pizza
& drink my peach tea today ):

Last lesson ,
Chinese ,
so slack ,
12pm sharp ,
the bell rang ,
& we bid farewell to semester 1 .

exams starting officially next week ,
nervous , stress , & whatever . lol !

met up with mummy in s'goon ,
went to ti amo for lunch ,
i love the layout of that place .

& im home (:

----------------------------

26th April

don't feel like posting what happened in school ytd .

went to gram's house again ,
sleep again ,
until 6+ ,
had dinner ,
login to audi .

omg ,
I miss shiqi darl so much !
sorry darl ,
bullied her till the end ,
while playing ,
she suddenly say ,
darl ! lets get married .

So couple first ,
both of us like mountain tortise ,
didn' know we can only get married ,
after 5 days . ):

then darl was so sick ,
really scared she might faint or what in school

and yess !
my audi c8 avg score ,
back to 500-600k .
woopees .
If long songs ,
still can't hit 1m ,
I miss my 1m . ):

YYYYY

You can run away but you can’t hide ,
Through the storm and through the lonely night ,
Then I'll show you there’s a destiny ,

But if you wanna cry,
cry on my shoulder ,
If you need someone who cares for you
If you are feeling sad ,
your heart gets colder ,
Yes , I'll show you what love can do .

If your sky is grey ,
let me know ,
When the night are getting cold and blue ,
When the days are getting hard for you ,
I will always stay here by your side ,
I promise you I’ll never hide .

Oh Gosh ,
what a long day .

We had assembly in the hall today ,
this man came to brief us ,
on the new e-portal ,
which i think is crap ,
I still prefer the old 1 .

Then History ,
went to AVA room for lesson ,
copied things concerning Versailles Treaty ,
we are copying for the 143234136th time ?
lol , in the room ,
junkai & all so funny .

then met joanne outside the room ,
heard that she was caught smoking ,
some bastard reported her ,
joa , hope you're alright (:
hope that paotoh kia get car crash . _l_

chemistry ,
then recess ,
ate pizza again !
pizzapizzapizza x:
& ice peach tea ,
it's like our daily routine ,
me & girl . (:

maths after recess ,
yuanshan came back to school ,
then we were like talking about animes ,
instead of graphs for the entire lesson .

During Maths ,
me & Mr Chew's conversation :

Mr Chew : Girl , you know why you got low marks for maths ?
Me : Yes , I didn't pass up my homework regularly .
Mr Chew : So you know what to do the next semester .
Me : I think so .

* Then he walked away .

urghs ,
i think he is utterly disappointed in my marks .
hope I can score well for midyear .

then english ,
had an assignment on informal letter ,
so so so boring .
pong was like ,
using my correction tape freely ,
& I forget to buy a new 1 .

then LCE ,
today's LCE is lame ,
lazy elaborate what the hell it was about .

went to HM with girl ,
to buy her contact lens ,
then what ?
I was like carrying a box of books ,
walking ard the place ,
and everyone think i got expel or sth like that . lol !

after that cabbed to gram's house ,
mummy bought yoshinoya for me ,
I miss my beef bowl ~

then slept awhile ,
woke up ard 6.15 ,
rushed home for my Shakugan No Shana ,
finished my geometry mindmap ,
& now im blogging x:

YYYYY

Love , Love , Love !
Im sooo in love ! ~
I love you . xD

Hurrays ! Im home (:

Started the day with ,
vip ,
conducted by 3 faith ,
about this 60 year old father ,
trying to fulfil his son's wish ,
damn touching .

then PE ,
wilson is not in charge of us today ,
so happy ,
no 1 is there to shoot me ,
but thens ,
his mood today also not good ,
keep scold the sec 4s for running slow .

then Maths ,
did some work at least ,
then recess ,
ate pizza again ,
pizza addict x:

then maths again ,
phy & f&n .
Didn't feel like going for the chem test ,
so asked Ms Chong to postpone it .

& blogging now (:

i love ;

kavin cheong jiarong - hubby
kristin ng minyi - motherfucking lovely laobu
lee sihui - sister
gerry gan chee wee - erzi
mah yi qian - nuer
chua anqi - girlfriend
lim weiyuen - kuku
melva yip jun wei - laopo
ryan chew wei ming - asshole
jonie - darling

fear not ,
i love you too (:

hafter 3 days of rotting at home ,
first day go back to school was like , jeez .

First lesson of the day , chinese .
got back 2 compos ,
got 39/50 & 18/20 .

next chemistry ,
then recess ,
shared some food with girl ,
then went to bought pizza .

had free period ,
1 hour .
total , 1.5hr break time .

after that english ,
slept in class ,
teacher ask me go sickbay ,
so i went ,
shiling pei-ed me .

damn wilson came in ,
and said I skipped lesson ,
nth nice comes out from his rotten mouth .

then went back to class
for maths .

cabbed home ,
raining ,
can't afford to walk in rain ,
if my headaches relapse ,
then I'll cry .

YYYYY

dream a'lil dream of me ,
the ability to dream .

YYYYY

lovely laobu kristin

laobu i love you !
lets be err ,
the motherfucking mu nus ,
nice name right ,
im lame x: .

lalalas .

sihui

girl , you are really my
best best best sister !
just from my words ,
you know what im thinking .

it was quite sad actually ,
to think whether did i chose the wrong person ,
but i think ,
that happens often between couples right ,
there will be times when emptiness comes by .

don't worry ,
I'll be fine (:

& lols ,
this is the first time ,
in the 2-3 years we know ea other ,
I said it so loud & clear ,
THANKYOU SISTER (:

lovely laobu kristin

my dearest laobu !
ever since you came into my life ,
you played an important role .

when i need someone ,
you're always there ,
and for some reasons ,
we share the same fate .

no mater what happen ,
nth can come between us ,
mu nu yibeizi . (:

mel laopo

laopo ,
you must cheerups too (:
like you say ,
life is full of ups & downs .

I think ,
your quotes really works ,
maybe you can consider ,
being a full-time counsellor , MR YIP (:
x33 laopo .

yuen

KUKU YUEN ;
thanks for cheering me up ,
when im down ,
and don't forget ,
im the winner , always . x:

MY KUKU FOREVER . (:

nienie darling ! thank you too (:

& to those ,
who helped me through the hard times ,
I appreciate it ,
arigato (:

* happy happy ! im ban from PE for a week ! (: *

想我已开始有点疑惑

好像被他说中些什么

难道已经没有别的选择

只能乖乖的束手就策

难过的是我们做了选择

是对是错谁也没把握

如果要我放手才能获得

为何在我心中有舍不得

看着你要走还装著笑容

掩饰的脆弱要撑多久

如果现在开口如何挽留

感情这条线注定只能这么远

不敢相信已经来到终点

想你爱他必定多一些

我们之间不可能再回到从前

我还傻傻画着幸福线

你已不在而我何时才清醒

相信一切都是命

不曾放弃你我不会说什么

默默的承受

knowing there were words i've never said ,
then let the words remain unsaid

fairytales are called fairytales ,
because things that happen in the story ,
they will never come true .

same ,
rotting at home ,
watched The Magicians Of Love .
so touching ,
i just cried & cried & cried .

im so so so into dramas & animes now .

YYYYY

im just an asshole ,
who don't dare to face ,
my true feelings .

my prediction came true ,
didn't manage to go to school today ,

didn't do anything much at home ,
just keep on mapling ,
finished GPQ , so fun .
i was the only 1 who never die ,
pro-ness rights ? x:

then went to hhg find DD & eric ,
then got this kpkb idiot ,
come kp me ,
then hubby want help ,
until he's dulan ,
then now angry . zz

lol ! then yuenie login ,
force her to say sorry ,
she keep talking craps ,
until she don't even know ,
what the hell she's talking about .

hubby still angry & sooo dulan =/

i guess that ,
it was just my illusions .
how i wish that ,
you could stand by me when i need you ,
but i doubt so now .

i pulled myself back ,
from the decision of letting you go ,
im still wondering ,
do i love you as much as i said .

just give me some space to breathe ,
this emptiness is really killing me ,
the conversations were only this few words ,
" wifey , take cares , sorry "

everytime i ask you for an answer ,
hesitation always come first ,
you are not sure of yourself too .

how long can i still cling on ,
to this undesirable feeling .

to ,
the person who longed wanted to break up ,
my marmie & her stead .

stop being so selfish ,
you are not the only one in this world ,
who is waiting for an unrequited love .

you are the one who forced him to leave you ,
who did not treasure & cherish that love ,
he gave you ,
and now you are trying to snatch him back ,
don't you feel shameless about what you are doing .

i understand your feelings ,
waiting for someone ,
who you had always loved ,
but since his heart is with someone else ,
just stop pestering them .

your selfishness & your petulance ,
will just lead to nothing but pain ,
you will hurt them & no doubt yourself ,
in the end ,
who would be happy .

i've learnt this lesson ,
if you keep on stressing them ,
trying to break them apart ,
trust me ,
even if you really get this guy ,
it will only be an outer shell ,
but never his heart anymore ,
& he will hate you till the core .

maybe you will ask ,
why don't i put myself in your shoes .
then let me tell you ,
you'll never understand ,
the pain i withstand before .

so what about you ,
have you ever think ,
whose fault is it .
stop acting as though you are the most pathetic person in this world ,
it disgust me .

if you hold any grudge towards my marmie ,
just say it ,
stop backstabbing her ,
you think she is dumb ?
she don't know anything ?
she knows everything ,
it's just that she keeps quiet about it .

don't take it as an advantage ,
and start to step on her head .
get this right into your head ,
if you do anything to my marmie ,
i will never let you off ,
despite our relationship .

back off , slut .
i hate you .

urghs ,
im having
fever ,
cough ,
flu
& headache . =/

haiss ,
i can't attend school tmr ,
my test & my marks =/
soooooooobs .

Mr Chew will be mad at me ,
Mr Sim will be mad at me ,
Ms Chong will be mad at me ,
& Ms tan will be mad at me .

how unlucky can i be ,
to be sick during pre-exam periods =/

school was like ,
so-so , quite fun .
thx to those assy boys (:
& im soo touched .
so many ppl ask me why am i not in school ytd .

vip conducted by shanon was not bad ,
then first lesson , maths .
got our test papers back .
i failed ):
can't help it i guess ,
i didn't study before the paper . ><

phy , Mr Chang was fcuking fed up ,
left the class for 5 mins ,
came back ,
and we had our test .

then chinese teacher was absent ,
& this kpkb teacher came to relief .
played bingo with bryan ,
but it was like ):
i lost to him for i think 4-5 rounds ?
then pong was like making us laugh through out the whole lesson .

then we got free period ,
& then chemistry ,
revised the topics ' ionic bonding & covalent bonding ' .
i love that chapter (:
super duper chicken feet . x:

then SS ,
the teacher made us to write essays for him ,
then i just copied everything from the book .
don't give a damn anyways .

mummy came to meet me ,
went to ichiban sushi for lunch ,
the food , not bad .
then the manager toppled the food ,
the table next to me .
those girls was like screaming at the top of their voice ,
as if like a monster's gonna eat them up . -.-

cabbed home ,
& now blogging (:
needa prepare for chemistry test ,
history test tmr too , but lucky ,
source-based question .
suffering from a bad headache & sore throat now . ):

YYYYY

Hoho , yeaaa ,
im blogging again .
second post of the day .
that's what happen ,
when you've got a long long day .

Mid-year coming in err ,
2 weeks time .
im so scared ,
oh im so scared . ):

First ,
i've not been studying ,
for the past 3 months .

Then ,
i don't understand a single shit ,
for phy .
it's not that my cher don't know how to teach .
but im just too lazy to learn .

Next ,
it's the last second week ,
the last chance ,
to decide my fate ,
for the coming june holidays .
but i still don't feel like mugging . ):

Lastly ,
I don't know where to start from ,
but i think ,
i've got no choice .
gotta mug mug & mug .

Mug for these things :
my freedom &
my games &
my money . (:

alrights ,
off too mugging , (:
bye peeps .


YYYYY

it takes one second to know you ,
one minute to like you ,
one day to love you ,
but a lifetime to forget you . (:

finally , changed blogskin .

this morning ,
board the bus ,
then change my mind ,
alight again .

went home ,
& sleep .
im sick (:
down with flu & fever .

woke up at 10+ ,
mummy bought breakfast for me ,
read history textbk ,
then infront of my comp again .

im missing pong's jokes ,
if only he was here ,
to entertain me .

didn't have the the time ,
to help yuen look for a new blogskin ,
sorry kuku ,
i'll help you when im free .

fishing in maple ,
ahgong came to look for me ,
but my baits were running low ):
pei-ing him in lagoon .

my dummy's online !
he said he talked to me this morning ,
didn't know that ,
sorry . ):

then back to maple ,
DD was like talking & talking ,
and she nearly died in grim .

si fei yu was jio-ing ppl to gpq ,
he said ,
only 7 ppl was there ,
count me out . ><

now ,
waiting for my lovely laobu ,
to come online .
i miss her .

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the hotcake me & girl played


me & ahgong fishing