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Monday, January 29, 2007, 5:10 PM

dont ask mi why ie haven been bloqqinq lately !
for qoodness sake . im norts at home ferh 1 week .
sho today went tuu pa camp . some replacement ferh obs .
MY GRP NAME IS COR : KINGKONG
MY GRP LEADER : JASMINE POH XUE TING . the sexy butt .
den played on the beach . sho many dead fish .
den the dead fish become our decors ferh the sand castle .
sho we wrote our names on the sand .
nnd some other ppls name .
in the end someone destroyed our chio chio sand castle .
nnd we don feel like playing luhs .
anw headed back tuu sku . den took cab bak home .
and below the thinqs . quite alorts in * hanyupinqyinq *
shorwees shorwees . (:

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he still havent got out of my mind .
the worst case was . the feelinq qot stronqer , deeper .
it wasnt his fault . neither was it mine .
im just foloinq my hart .

den , when ie reflect about thinqs happened dis week .
ie dare norts tok tuu him .
ie wasnt avoidinq him .
bud when ie wanted tuu tok tuu him or whad .
the fear just came throuqh mi .
whard he said darts day , those tears , those slpless nites .
it hurts .

wrote his name on the beach just now .
many thinqs ran throuqh my mind .
the conclusion was still . he dont care .
den , ie have tuu hold back my tears aqn .
ie noe . im stupid .
waitinq ferh somethinq darts wud nvr happen .

ie felt sho useless .
dere is sho much thinqs ie whana tell hhim .
bud ie can only write it down on a piece of paper everyday .
im just pathetic fool .

ie tried tuu qive up .
den aqn . its easier said than done .
sho whards the point of tryinq .
how much tears has been shed .
its too late tuu qive up now .
its norts ferh the tears , the pain .
bud just the desire of him beinq mine .

ie once said darts . it doesnt hurt .
bud if the same question . was tuu b asked aqn .
wud ie think otherwise .
love canorts b forced .
likewise . feelinqs canorts fade by forcinq it .
waitinq , nnd im still waitinq .

chong lai mei xiang zhe yang ai quo yi ke ren .
jiu suan mei ji hui he ta zai yi qi .
wo ye wu shuo wei .
zai deng dai zhe de wo .
jiu suan yonq yuan dou bu hui you jie guo .
wo hai shi hui yi zhi zhe yang ai zhe ta .

* - its plain tuu see - ielovehim % -