Wednesday, April 11, 2007, 2:57 PM
omfg , can't believe i didn't
blog for so many days .
quite a lot of things happen ,
maybe i've really found someone ,
who dotes on me , loves me ,
but thens , I still feel empty .
wrong guy ?
or sth wrong with me .
haiss ,
now ,
I can't even react ,
to any jokes .
I laugh ,
but its never like before ,
i just laugh ,
for the sake of laughing .
& if sme1 see this ,
he will put the blame
on him again .
fcuking stress ,
even mummy knows that ,
im not myself
these few days .
then only i realise ,
actually ,
I was hurting him ,
ever since the day we started .
yet , he hide it .
then still wondering ,
did i choose the right path .
dumbvon .