Haven't been talking to hubby for days ,
and i mean it , days .

We are drifting apart ,
I can't deny this fact ,
he had probably lost faith in me ,
I can't blame him too .

I totally neglected him ,
but was just fooling ard with other people ,
didn't consider & care about his feelings ,
im sorry .

And yea ,
sorry again ,
we always end up with this word ,
maybe that's what happen ,
when couples do not communicate well .

Im a big meanie ,
clinging on to an unforgettable love ,
yet holding on to another relationship ,
fcuked up with myself .

This feeling is getting
more & more
unbearable ,
and I don't know how to let go .

Everytime ,
I try to tell myself ,
not to think too much about it ,
you can run ,
but you can't hide ,
I have to face up to reality anyway .

What am i suppose to do ,
Im so pissed off ,
& angry with myself ,
Im just an useless ass ,
damn von .